so, it's over!!!! he came back (much) earlier than expected and i'm still shocked and as excited as i was when i found out because i can't imagine a better surprise than that :,) like ahhhh really!!! hehe okay sorry had to get that out before i explode from happiness and so much joy and i just really want to write down everything i'm feeling now while i'm still feeling it hahaha the excitement and happiness he's back!! okay honestly i have never cried tears of joy before, but now i can't exactly say that anymore :p these past weeks all i ever thought of every passing second/minute/hour (even by the microsecond) was him, and without him was just simply unthinkable and mostly unbearable, here's why: every time my phone vibrates and a message comes in (even if it isn't a message but my phone just letting me know that it's being charged), i jump up and charge right at it even though i know it might not be him (being 3am there). talking about time, *sigh* being in different time zones (though only a difference of 2 hours) is. hard. it's just really tough because no matter how much i try to adjust to your time zone to feel a little closer to you by sleeping/waking up at the same time, i can't. because there's things i have to do when it's time for you to go to bed, like eat my dinner :( this was the hardest part.. but i try, and i'm really thankful that i managed to catch you every single time you text/message in the morning when it's your start of the day, and 4am back here. how i'm always always so afraid that i will miss your messages because i can't hear the (really soft) notification from facebook messenger, or of the feeling where i can't talk to you even though i can see your messages (#throwback to the time where my ipad decided to play a really nasty prank on me and hide the keyboard so i couldn't talk to you or respond to you at all, and all i could do was helplessly watch you call out for me while i fumble to quickly restart it hoping and praying that you wouldn't leave the chat so soon because i have yet to talk to you - that was the most horrible feeling yet) and i'm suddenly really glad that i have this telepathy (not to sound so braggy or like one of those couples) feeling thingamajig where i know when you will text me, i can't really explain it but it's just a weird sense that i just ... know? i would be in mid-dream and suddenly i wake up and tadah! or i would be talking to someone randomly and then out of nowhere, i would run over to my ipad/phone and bam! 2 or 3 seconds later, you appear and i'm smiling like the geekiest gunduhead (me -> :-)) and oh. my. gawd how much i look forward to going to bed every night knowing when i wake up, we're one day closer to seeing each other. so here's to day one where my fingers and shirt has traces of you (from the hardest goodbye ever just hours ago), and i refused to wash them or change out and *ahem* bathe until a really long time later, like a day? Psh i'm not that horrible ok! here's to nights of worrying about you being afraid of the cold, to the heart wrenching moment where we both turned after saying goodbye at the airport, to watching you walk in the departure gates trying to look for me in the crowds (but i was by the side, watching you for just a second before i ran to the toilet because i couldn't take it and omg just thinking about that day, that moment.. that feeling, is making me tear up), to not having the words to describe how much we miss/love each other because these words can't even express how we feel anymore, to the first skype call, to phone calls that made me cry the moment i heard your voice, to looking forward to your updates, and to days (weeks) of missing you, because right now, how i wish i could record myself smiling like a damn idiot and feeling SO happy because you're home, you're in the same time zone, and most importantly, i got to hold you and look at you again after so long!! how i wish i recorded myself when i knew you were coming back earlier than expected, my first tear of joy and my happiness that couldn't be contained at all, because this feeling (having only experienced it once), i wish i could relive over and over and over again because it was truly easily the top moments of my life so far

Welcome home, b!!!! ♡

2b4b

hiiii b, i know you're probably reallllly tired from your 24hr duty and all you wanna do now is sleep haha like a pig (that you are), but i just wanna let you know that i'm here waiting for you to be back!!! & i'm here to chase your tiredness away (with my horrifying face ok hahahaha), hope you feel better already :-) 8++ days till you're back!!! (meh, still is a long way to go even though it's already a single digit... it feels like it'll take a million years) i love you and i miss you SO SO MUCH b ♡♡

Boom, Clap!

王禹轩是 21！

this silly badonkdonk turned 21 on Saturday, but this 21 year old is still seriously a 5 year old inside haha! presented him with a PS4 for his birthday present & a fake DVD casing with no disc inside, to throw him off (because he was mentioning PS4 ALOT in the days leading up to his birthday, and the PS4 box was quite obvious even when wrapped) HAHAHA & he was SO cute, bursting into his silly laughter when he opened up the DVD casing and was greeted with nothing but 'FAKE!' hahaha (it was our own little joke) cause he really thought i made a video for him! 

it was a simple celebration for him this year :( but i really hoped he did enjoy it!! btw, he spend his one week playing his new toy, omg hahaha did i just make a wrong move getting my boyfriend a gaming console?!!??? hehe nah, i'm so happy he's happy plus i kinda played a little too, it was fun but i just hoped i could really get the hang of it so we can play together :( meh
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BEBEBEAR!!!

the saddest part was that his 21st birthday just HAD TO fall on the day he fly to Australia, for his wallaby exercise :-( i miss him so SO much, it felt so ultra horrible when i watch him turn and walk towards the departure gate (that i just went to the toilet and cry before i drove back home :p but even after that my tears just wouldn't stop at alllll and they just kept flowing and flowing and flowing) ONE MONTH one freakkkking month!!!! what am i gonna do without him for a month?? everything just feels so meh right now but i'm so so thankful and happy when he does message me hmm this entire thing kinda soooks so much, it makes me realize i never want to be apart from him again, at alll

hey bebe, if you manage to come on here and read this, please know that i'm okay.. really sad but i'm okay k?? i don't want you to worry about me! also, please really take care of yourself since you're so scared of the cold :-( just use the heat packs i got for you, don't worry about wasting them

thank you for the survival kit bebe, for preparing and putting in the effort to make sure i'll be okay when you're gone, with the cactus and my favourite murukus and sweets and a sweet letter, and the nightnight song video for me when i can't sleep and even an instruction manual to care for the fatty bombom of a cactus HAHA and yes, your sweat infused shirt! please come back soon, i miss you so so much and i really can't wait to see you at the end of this torturous nightmare month

this was us at the airport on the day you flew off (LOOK AT YOUR GLARING STARE OMG HAHAHAHA)
thanks for pushing me around on the trolley even though it might have been embarrassing and really attention-seeking, for never letting me go until the end, for calling me again before you flew off, and for texting me until you couldn't anymore (even though you were already up in the air and it was against the rules haha)
i love you i love you i love you :*

If I could I would do all of this again, Travel back in time with you where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind, And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart, I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart

August

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so, we spent this year's national day at the same place as last year's! & we managed to catch more of the fireworks than last year hahaha oh but i was so ultra dumb!!!! throughout the entire fireworks display i *thought* i was taking the video but hahah turns out, i forgot to press the record button! 

hi everybadi, genius wong here

*selfie with the fireworks?

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@ ONE°15 marina

*love this four picture of us SO much because we look so happy!! hahaha!! & in the last one, he looks like he's kicking me off (so un-titanic ish)

^ he was obviously bullying me here! just look at that evil sinister face of mischief wanting to drop my ipad into the sea! hahahaha

boo :( time has been going by so quick that there's barely enough time at all!! & 'vebeen so so so busy busy with projects, assignments, & exams because we did 4 modules in the previous trimester, & i survived!!!

~~lol~~ (HAHAHAH DROWNING MAN oops i mean DROWNING DAN)
i have just finished my exams about a week ago and now it's about three weeks in to a new trimester, my final trimester btw OHMAGAWD SO FAST & it's two weeks till he goes to wallaby and leaves me on my own for three weeks, how am i gonna survive, i'm gonna miss him so much :,(

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*the day we went zann's house for project and operation: let'splucksomerambutans

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#3: hehehe love ma curly wurly hair here!!!

the thing about being outdoors is that the pictures ALWAYS turn out so pretty!!! because of the natural sun lighting the pictures look so ahmawzing and it makes me happy looking at them :-)