王禹轩是 21！

this silly badonkdonk turned 21 on Saturday, but this 21 year old is still seriously a 5 year old inside haha! presented him with a PS4 for his birthday present & a fake DVD casing with no disc inside, to throw him off (because he was mentioning PS4 ALOT in the days leading up to his birthday, and the PS4 box was quite obvious even when wrapped) HAHAHA & he was SO cute, bursting into his silly laughter when he opened up the DVD casing and was greeted with nothing but 'FAKE!' hahaha (it was our own little joke) cause he really thought i made a video for him! 

it was a simple celebration for him this year :( but i really hoped he did enjoy it!! btw, he spend his one week playing his new toy, omg hahaha did i just make a wrong move getting my boyfriend a gaming console?!!??? hehe nah, i'm so happy he's happy plus i kinda played a little too, it was fun but i just hoped i could really get the hang of it so we can play together :( meh
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BEBEBEAR!!!

the saddest part was that his 21st birthday just HAD TO fall on the day he fly to Australia, for his wallaby exercise :-( i miss him so SO much, it felt so ultra horrible when i watch him turn and walk towards the departure gate (that i just went to the toilet and cry before i drove back home :p but even after that my tears just wouldn't stop at alllll and they just kept flowing and flowing and flowing) ONE MONTH one freakkkking month!!!! what am i gonna do without him for a month?? everything just feels so meh right now but i'm so so thankful and happy when he does message me hmm this entire thing kinda soooks so much, it makes me realize i never want to be apart from him again, at alll

hey bebe, if you manage to come on here and read this, please know that i'm okay.. really sad but i'm okay k?? i don't want you to worry about me! also, please really take care of yourself since you're so scared of the cold :-( just use the heat packs i got for you, don't worry about wasting them

thank you for the survival kit bebe, for preparing and putting in the effort to make sure i'll be okay when you're gone, with the cactus and my favourite murukus and sweets and a sweet letter, and the nightnight song video for me when i can't sleep and even an instruction manual to care for the fatty bombom of a cactus HAHA and yes, your sweat infused shirt! please come back soon, i miss you so so much and i really can't wait to see you at the end of this torturous nightmare month

this was us at the airport on the day you flew off (LOOK AT YOUR GLARING STARE OMG HAHAHAHA)
thanks for pushing me around on the trolley even though it might have been embarrassing and really attention-seeking, for never letting me go until the end, for calling me again before you flew off, and for texting me until you couldn't anymore (even though you were already up in the air and it was against the rules haha)
i love you i love you i love you :*

If I could I would do all of this again, Travel back in time with you where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind, And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart, I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart