Dumbfounded

dumbfounded, adj.

And still, for all the jealousy, all the doubt, sometimes I will be struck with a kind of awe that we're together. That someone like me could find (be with) someone like you - it renders me wordless. Because surely words would conspire against such luck, would protest the unlikelihood of such a turn of events.

I didn't tell any of my friends about our first date. I waited until after the second, because I wanted to make sure it was real. I wouldn't believe it had happened until it had happened again. Then, later on, I would be overwhelmed by evidence, by all the lines connecting you to me, and us to love. 

(The Lover's Dictionary) 

gots myself the fish eye lens, which explains the spam in the pictures haha

*doing the titanic alllll by maself