not gonna lie, being a ns boy's girl is REALLY hard. there are these moments where i just feel so lost, sometimes. it's always a game of waiting and waiting and waiting by the phone. & most often, the phone calls will be too noisy on the other end, and i would REALLY want to shout across the phone and ask his bunk to shut up and go away, but that's really mean cos some of them have girlfriends too, and they might be feeling just as bad as me so yuppp, can't do that. other times, when they distract my boyfriend because it's someone's birthday or they decided to play a prank or whatever, i just feel like strangling whoever it is that distracted him because one, i'm jealous & two, they already get to see him every single day, every single second and i feel like i can't even have him alone for a few minutes in a day, which sooks i'm a monsterrrrr :-( but y'know what, all these - all these feeling sad/lost/jealousy/murderous vibes won't even matter when i see him on bookout day. okay, maybe not murderous vibes because i'd really want to kill whoever who set the rule of no hugging them army boys when they're in uniform. like after a really looong week, i finally get to see him, but i don't get to even touch him or hold his hand????? that's kind of like dangling a double chocolate chip cookie infront of a fat kid and better still, laughing at the attempts of that fat kid!! that's how i feel haha yeahhh i'm da fat kid yoz v^^ but what's gonna soook more soon, is that he'll be going for fieldcamp so no phone calls now :,( *please please please help me get through this week, and please please please please don't rain Anyho, GOGOGO armyboy wen, YOU CAN DO IT :> I'm already SO proud of you, and please take care of yourself, I need you back in one piece haha (still not gonna watch itttt)
(hey, during this fieldcamp just don't worry so much about me ok? just focus on yourself and your #2 wife, but if you ever think of me or if you can't sleep at night or when you're feeling cold, think of this picture, of me from your perspective (kinda?) so at least this is what you can look forward to whenever you're feeling tired, or sad or have zero motivation at all And I'll be looking forward to this exact same moment too, looking up and seeing your face :-) just do your bestt, if you need me to help you search some more stuffs on the fieldcamp/sit test info, just let me know!
Be safe, i love you i love you i love you ♡)
Be safe, i love you i love you i love you ♡)
