I can't sleep :( maybe I'm too excited about Friday, but it's only what? Saturday night ok no Sunday now haha I'm crazy, maybe because my tummy hurts, maybe I just miss you too much, maybe maybe, but I don't know hmm never felt like that before, cept for when I have jet lags or nightmares but those don't count & I've been replaying those videos over and over but I still cry when I see that certain smile or when you stop in the middle of the song to pipo me, and when you do the thing that you do after you say ok every time Okay, just 5 more days to go, I'll be strong pshhhh easy peasy lemon squeezy! Meh 5 is my favourite number but 5 days? 5 days, is just a realllllllly long time. I miss you
