This morning I felt a little like I did on the first day because I woke up and I realised it's gonna be another week without him :( every night having to hang up the phone call is so hard, and I don't want to do it but I have to because he has to wake up super early the next day The only thing that's keeping me strong is him, knowing that he's being strong for me and I have to do the same for him or he'll be sad too and I don't want to add that to being homesick and tired Hmm but I guess if I look at it another way, I'm already 1 week closer to seeing him and it's only just another week (haha no actually 11days!!!???!! D:) till he books out, I just miss him so much Hahahahah omg I just had a crazy idea, maybe I should just pull off a Mulan and pretend to be a lost army boy and sneak in!! Haha!!! Oh wait, then I would have to shave my head too Awwman guess it's not gonna work
