recently heard of some bad news & i'm not sure what to do, so i end up feeling so helpless and really scared, & i hate the reaction i always have to this type of things, the way i become/act :-( right now i just wish all the bad stuffs will disappear and everything will be back to happy again, that everything will be okay
we'll probably know tomorrow so i'm still hoping & praying really hard
thankful for today and allllll the happy things and people around me that keeps me believing & also helped to keep my mind of this :-)
