hi there just woke up from a really bad nightmare that i was semi-aware of in the beginning, but the thing that made this nightmare really scary is that i tried really reaaally hard to change the outcome but it wasn't enough & turned out very bad :,( need to catch my breath before trying to go back to sleep again why so scary??!!!!? the speed my heart is beating at right now, feels like i just ran a marathon, twice! i feel so horrible, i just feel like going for a really long run right now boo kkkkk quick go get some sleep if you, like me, are not sleeping yet!
1. just when you think you are really strong & can protect yourself because you're super & big & all grown up, the same thing happens again & you feel helpless & weak & not so super anymore, so no matter what it is, just know that some people will not change so never let your guard down
2. never lie to yourself again
