back in the days

when i was younger, & i couldn't sleep, i used to think that i had royal blood & was probably a princess & there was a pea under my super thick mattress, which was why i couldn't sleep at all then i outgrew that silly thought & another new idea just popped into my head, (at that point of time, i was a crazy crybaby okay maybe i still am, but yeah compared to before, it's SO much better now) so i always thought that whenever i cry myself to sleep, i'd wake up blind & i was scared, so even if i closed my eyes for that 5 seconds, every time i opened them, i'd count the number of fingers i have & look around to assure myself i wasn't blind, yet. & in the morning, i'd panic every time & suddenly i just stopped crying altogether so tell me, am i a weird kid?!!! hahahah ohh am still having crazy thoughts & ideas about the most random things

so anyway, had so much fun laughing with da bro just now (he was bullying me half the time, but that's another story), & i just had a flashback of us when we were soldier kids going for a mission in the middle of the night to enter the war zone right smack in the middle of the kitchen where it was all dangerous and scary under the dining table hah we're probably the craziest kids around :-) but super badass